Fraser Valley

Looking out, at the look out, appropriately, on to the Fraser Valley, with a friend who tries but fails so badly to pacify my agitated mind…. How did I grow to dislike what I am doing so much? I remember telling someone at the beginning of the year that I must think about what I want to do with my life, or I can become like millions of people in the world who do a job that they hate…. At that time I was sure, that I had about a year before I really hated what I was doing… it is 7 months and I feel like I really can't take it anymore… I am getting this close to resigning without another job… Yes, I know, so many people do it and are fine… and I applaud them… but I am not them… yet…